So you know, I have already remembered to take the motherwort, and I hope it helps. I used to get PMS in advance. I still do. But the last couple of months it's also been great fun around the first couple days of the period, WITH cramps, thank you, and yes, I have wished myself and quite a few other people dead.
So I hope I feel better soon. I think I might like a few days on the Gulf of Mexico but no one would go with me and I wouldn't like them anyway if they spoke to me or breathed or anything pushy like that. I can't think of much else I would like, although sleeping more and not going to work would be on the list.
Kind people whom I like ask me how I am and I try to manuever around the fact that if we talk about anything consequential I will probably cry, and nothing new is the matter, except that last week I could work in the garden and this week I could get frostbite.
I think I am also at the part of New Job where I have been there for four months and I feel like I should know everything and I don't. It feels like every day something new comes up that I ought to have done, and every week I find out new things I hate about Microsoft Outlook. It must be nice to be whomever it was designed for.
It is indeed nice and sunny. I know there are people out there going for walks and seeing interesting birds. I think it's too damned cold and I am tired of that, too.
I do have a couple of snowdrops and some optimistic birds telling one another about sex and territory.